She says things sometimes that makes me feel like she's not at all interested in me as a potential romantic interest. She'll say things like she hates it when a friend confesses love to her and so 'ruins the friendship.' But then she'll say that if she likes someone, she'll keep it to herself. And that she's frustrated because we do often keep it to ourselves. So maybe I should tell her. But maybe I shouldn't.

I feel like my time is ticking because this Friday is the day where she goes TO MEET OTHER LGBTQ KIDS and I know she's looking for others and maybe I should ask her before hand or maybe--I don't know!