Wednesday, October 9, 2013

So C and I are living in the same building again, like last year, but she's in the room beside me. I've moved on, though of course sometimes I think about her and I blush a little. Moving on doesn't mean that everything just disappears. We're good friends now, though I wonder if we could have been closer friends had I not gone and told her about my gigantic crush on her. I feel like there is some restraint in our relationship because she knows I had a crush on her.

This is the exact reason why I'm cautious of overthinking my relationship with A. We're very good friends! I'd say A is one of my best friends that I've made at university (along with another A, another C, and some others). I think I've started to overthink my relationship, and I wonder if I'm overthinking myself into a crush. I don't want to jeopardize our friendship for such a silly reason as this.