I was stupid stupid stupid and went on the suicide tag on tumblr. I don't know why. I think I thought I could do something good by going through the tags and sending the posters encouraging messages. I don't know if I made a difference. I hope I did.
...but now I feel absoluely shitty, and I haven't felt like this since, what, last year?
I want my love back, my adoration for the world. I had it yesterday. How did it slip away so quickly?
How did I let it slip away?
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